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2010-02-07T05:15:00.001-08:00

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2010-01-27T09:41:00.000-08:00

2010-01-13T08:31:00.000-08:00

You better not let me catch you spreading stuff about both of our issues to other people. Tell it to others is still okay UNLESS you not stating FACTS and WHO started it and you TWISTED the truth.

you jolly well know you the one who STARTED it, not me! But in the conflict,i was in fault too,which i never deny but i speaks the truth because when i quarrel,i will state facts that really happen,what cause it to start and stuff,i won't go name callings UNLESS your really horrible and i quarrel CORRECTLY.

So what if i seldom talk in real life and quiet. Thats the REAL me in REAL-life ,not FAKING to be quiet and shy BUT which person don't open up more on the net and stuff. The difference is your real life character is fake. A schemer in disguise.Before any polly calling the kettle black thing, A PERSON DON'T HAVE TO BE BETTER TO JUDGE/COMMENT ON SOMETHING.

If you continue this way,i assure you that you gonna get slap by me one day on by others.

Go lah,go on spread about our conflict and the untrue stuff in the conflict.
This is what a backstabber is define, talking bad UNTRUE stuff behind a person's back,not simply just talking behind a person back.

People out there,be careful

There is a difference between friends and acquaintances. This means that even though he might be fun to talk at in classroom or at lunch, he might not be the kind of person you would like to hang out with after school.

Dead

2010-01-04T21:42:00.000-08:00

Well, slept at 2am++ yesterday due to doing report. Well, it's not completed yet and i'm in school early today, lectures(sorry), need to do the report. From around 5page to now +- 11 page already. Still have not met the minimum page requirement and i just went to take a look at how others did their report, my format is totally wrong -.-. Need alot of editing again.

Today lessons will be till 7pm, sick but don't want take MC. Can't afford to miss any lessons or chance to increase my metabolism.

Well, went to weigh myself that day, i'm like back to 50kg++ BUT with a semi-big tummy AND i'm underweight. LOL. This meant that if i want to lose weight, i have to get rid of the fats to reduce my overall weight and increase my muscle mass(takes a longer time) to be back in the healthy BMI range again. Right now,i am prone to deficiency dieasese -.-

Just to update, had my spine check up that day at hospital. My spine is curve 27degree++ to the right and they still said it's mild -.-. Hopefully it doesn't increase if not,i will be more shorter and i be looking very weird. I can't exercise much either due to the problems in my right leg. >.<

Okay,now going for MOS lesson -.-. Hopefully, lesson don't end early so i won't have so much free time to do nothing at all

Bye.

Boredom

2010-01-04T09:48:00.001-08:00

First day of school. One word,D-E-C-E-N-T.
Doing countless reports which i have more on my final projects and lotsa presentations too. Just two written paper examinations for me but just one written paper for my class. No Chinese new year for me this year =D

Report writing is the most irritating ever -.-

Well,apparently 1 month and 7 days to end of year one school lessons. After that,is study week,submissions,presentations and submissions and then a "well"-deserved 1 month plus break like wtf. Well,thats poly,how early/late o level ends got nothing to do with us because the days we have for our holiday is F-I-X-E-D.

Now back to the dreadful report. XD

2009-12-28T02:28:00.000-08:00

Whole family hates you get it? We only talk to you cause of money. And no,not we greedy for money,is because you gambled it and why not use it for the family
F.U.C.K.E.R
Irritating pest.
3 years later something will happen to you.The whole family is already prepared.

Recently,there is this half asian/half american girl copy-ing xiaxue's twitter background style and her blog skin and even create her own blog "award",claiming she is a very popular blogger and stuff. She even stole a picture of nuffnang award(A blog award) and claim that she got it in her region but she forget something,it is the first region competition IN SINGAPORE, pure dumbness.lol. So i told xiaxue about it and she replied me on twitter =D

See the right hand top corner =D

2009-12-27T21:48:00.001-08:00

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2009-12-23T00:21:00.000-08:00

http://www.tunearea.com/play/?t=ZoQkEklZAkZ
New song

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Bored

2009-12-20T09:49:00.000-08:00

I know i am bored...=x. Assignments.gonna start on them tomorrow and revise for cmaths1/2

Nothing to post about..ps

ANG KU KUEH-FEVER!

2009-12-15T10:45:00.000-08:00

Ang Ku Kueh known as red tortoise cakes in Hokkien, is a common breakfast item among Singaporeans. It is one of the common Chinese pastries found in Singapore like Soon Kueh and Beng Kueh.

As the name says, basically it is shaped like the shell of a tortoise because it was believed then, that eating these long-living creatures would bring longevity to the person eating it. The traditional Ang Ku Kueh has fillings like grounded peanuts, salty bean paste and green bean paste but it has move on to other innovative fillings like durian and coffee.

Basically the skin of the Ang Ku Kueh is made from glutinous rice flour. Dough is made from it and and the fillings is put in before it is rolled into a large ball. Then the ball is pressed into a mould to create the "look" akin to a tortoise shell. Then the whole batch is steamed to create Ang Ku Kueh.

A good Ang Ku Kueh is one where the skin does not stick to the teeth and gives a good chewy feeling. The fillings should be smooth, mixed very well with the skin and should not obstruct the chewy feeling. For peanut filling, the peanut must be roasted to create the nice aroma that will spread in your mouth, and the peanut should be grounded but not too fine so that it can give one a crunchy feeling when eating it.

yo yo. Gimme a A...A!!!.K...K!!!.K..K!!!.. Raise your hands up team kueh kueh,lets do a mothaF***** rap song..oh yea,oh yea

You guys rocks.You all know who you are =)

2009-12-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

Cmaths 1 paper was a easy hit or miss paper today. Didn't left the examination room till everything was over.Can't believe they combine two subjects for the 4 rooms linked together. Total there was like 200 students.

Went gym after that,saw some ex poly seniors..

Just had my dinner and rest awhile and off to study cmaths2

2009-12-05T07:13:00.001-08:00

http://www.tunearea.com/play/?t=ZZkEEEQAEEl
Finally know how to reduce background noise from my recording already with adobe audition and make semi-studio quality de recording =D
YAY
Monday and tues term test and holidays

2009-11-24T08:36:00.000-08:00

Week 6 coming to an end already. Term test in 13 more days. And 15 days holiday plus additional 4 days holiday as my exam end on Tuesday while holiday starts on Saturday. So its like 19 days. Gonna use this holiday to revise for February exam.Better start early this time. I can't afford to fail Cmaths 1.

By the way, I got my studio microphone already.

Life recently been getting annoying and irritating.

Take care

2009-11-19T09:40:00.000-08:00

My CLASSMATES rocks. My cmsk3 and ANP classmates =)

2009-11-18T09:06:00.000-08:00

Wrinkles cant be cured unless you go for botox which have side effects or what laser treatment that has no side effects but cost 7k per trip.
I have quite some wrinkles for people around my age. Mainly due to pulling of eye lids to wear contacts. Semi-visible forehead lines due to frowning and stuff.Having a tummy when i am sorta under weight.

It's week 5 and this week is ENDING LIAO!omg .It just started and now end so soon.

2009-11-15T23:31:00.000-08:00

Happy bdae to xkaL and sing yee..

First day end, 3 more days to go.thats fast. its like less than 10 weeks or less to end of year 1 ... -.-

Alot of small problems can lead to big problems which now then i realise. some examples, pulling your eye lid to wear contact kens causes wrinkles. Frowning causes forehead lines. Using computer,usually right hand would be sorta more behind than left and long term can lead to right back bone pop out and sorta proportionate and also causing hunchback because most of the time we don't sit up straight and since we in IT course,we have to face the pc long hours.Sitting at home,lectures. Imagine all this accumulate.

2009-11-15T21:10:00.001-08:00

Monday blues... -.-

2009-11-15T09:21:00.000-08:00

I'm sick of poly life. The environment is just so different. It's not easy as it seems but still i'm trying to like the subjects but its getting annoying and irritating over time. long breaks is getting seriously so fucked up.

"You are a bad friend"
Your friends doesn't tell you anything because they know for a fact that you can't hold water. They know that your are fake and can't be trusted. Friendship isn't important to you at all.You would rather be alone then with friends.

The last line totally refers to me but i'm not sure about the others above? I mean come on,everybody in the earth is fake ain't it? If friendship wasn't that important,then i would not have put in effort to maintain friendship with good/close friends.Friendship its important to me for good/close friends and not for hit and miss friends because first, to them friendship is not important that's why i don't care much. Of course not close friends won't tell you secrets so its irony to say "you are fake and can't be trusted".
My best friends do share their secrets with me. Everybody on earth definitely don't keep secrets all the time. Even the best person at keeping secret would let it out few times.
Of course they won't trust me, cause i trust them too much and even treat them as good friends when it's totally opposite *roll eyes*

However,this is a good quiz. Nice one =)

2009-11-15T01:50:00.000-08:00

Wow, they all said she is cunning. When i let them guess,they all know its her. If few person say the same thing,maybe the judgment is wrong but know we all have the same POV(Point of view).

I meant ya,you would be saying polly calling the kettle black now and i know everyone in the earth would backstab/lie and hurt people's feelings but there is a extend you do it then you be considered a backstabber.etc.

Okay, so its like the 5th week tomorrow?wow,so fast holidays have already ended for five week and soon, year 1 is going to end and April is approaching soon!When i had my TP orientation camp. This is just wow. =x

Been going to the gym lately to lose some weight(fats, not muscle mass).

This year chinese new year quite boring as i can't celebrate since there is exams right after that.

I have already started revision especially for both cmaths 1 and 2 so i won't fail maths again if not,i am going to get kick out.

2009-11-11T08:28:00.000-08:00

My submission for MOS.-.-

2009-11-09T18:34:00.001-08:00

Bored in school de lab -.-. today lesson from 8 to 7

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2009-11-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

Guys who laugh behind people back and gossip in front okay okay one = jialat.

At least dont hide the fakeness please

Year 1.2 exams are coming soon. -.-

Sometimes things are best to be not known.

I dont believe in such stuff as in working place,school or whatever, everyone will like you/hate you in the class/working place so ya. But if dont like, GO ALL OUT FOR IT. dont infront like that then behind like that.

Same logic for teachers.I dont believe just because a person become a teacher, they will be good and won't backstab. I just hate it when in school, students are not allowed to bring drinks to class but different case for teacher. I KNOW TEACHER ARE MORE RESPONSIBLE BUT SHOULDN'T EVERYBODY REGARDLESS WHAT SHOULD BE TREATED THE SAME?

SO IN EVERY QUARREL, TEACHERS WILL WIN REGARDLESS CORRECT OR WRONG?
I know in a quarrel,a student always loses because of respect thing but this is too ridiculous.

Another, i'm from a semi-average family. When i buy a lot of stuff and spent a lot, doesn't mean i am rich or im trying to prove that i am rich when i am not rich. Just that,i want to voice out that im really stun that i spend so much.
Its a lot better than people or even guys who spend on 1k stuff and even take pics of it and hao lian on the facebook and stuff,that's one real acting one rich i guess?
I asked if i did offended you and some of my friends last time,but you all said no.since you said no,then why still talk bad bout me. Lets say if you are talking facts, then why only on msn then talk bout me? lets say if i never do the work i am assigned too and i deserve scolding from you all BUT you blog about it and when i saw it, you deleted it. What was that for? Stick to your point even after solving the conflict,dont delete the post. Also, i ask if you was angry bout me not playing my part, you said no leh,then why like that?

Its like for me,you most of the time won't give away the chance to do that to me.Even if i am faking it,im just playing along with you. See how long this online-real life thing can last.
You started it first few months ago de,not me even thought I KNOW I DID WRONG ALSO

2009-11-03T09:10:00.000-08:00

I can't treat you as my good friend or even just a friend as much as i want too.
You are too nice already.

Sorry. =(=(=(=(=(

Fail my Cmaths1 one more time and i going to get kick out. Even if i want to join the next intake,i think i have no more time because i be asked to join NS. Actually the friends that have put in effort,i think we are still close is because of we being in same school although we still met up,sms,msn and bitch everyday but its gonna end you know? Im pretty sure it will happen when we graduate.

whatever it is. i make friends in and out of my life and this are the one that left a huge impact on me in a good way whether i am still friends with some of you.

Kit guan
Hafiz
Faraheen
Desmond
Berlinda
Ben
Chee hao
Zul

Kit, my best among the best of the rest.We talk like almost everyday for non personal and personal stuff,bitch around,going out. Both parties put in effort but ya,i don't know what is going to happen to us next as friends but this few years of SANTHI, ive turn "insane"

Hafiz, from friends to enemies to good friends. The hardship we been through? We have all matured. The radiostation keeps me happy everyday yea? =)

Faraheen, bitching around after school with hafiz and rest.We the hardworking bunch yea? *Loves*

Desmond, hit or miss?Hit i guess but thanks for forgiving me alot times and me you kit been through, the best 3 "ever".=)

Berlinda/Ben, BTF(Bag to "good" friends) i guess so? The worst have come, but yea, I did treasure the 1 month of close friendship but ya,sorry.Hate sucks =(

Zul, SG idol friends to same course mate in TP.Sometimes we hit,sometimes we miss but you are a good listener in a way.Thanks

If only i can see some you all again and say sorry =(.

Apparently, my depression is back again =(. And soon,the food "phobia" is going to be back. Mood swings, haven't been eating well lately, late nights, wrinkles.
Really don't know what to do.The only thing that i am excited for is singing lesson on weekends but ya.

I be deleting my blog soon.Don't even know why i use it.

I feel so weak.

Beginning to hate everything, hurting everybody and blaming them?I guess i wasn't right that time.

I want hair like that guy but don't suits me.
Thanks for the "Whore" birthday card.=)

Gonna spam some panadols for my flu and i am off to bed

Bye .

2009-11-01T06:53:00.000-08:00

L4D 2 leaked trailer

So gonna download it and play with my clanmates but only for fri and week ends=)

2009-10-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

Everything i did this past few months was purely to make things better but it got out of hand i guess. After you all know the stuff i told ya about,i guess it didnt had a happy ending.

It's been 2 months+ since my depression started and it ended quite few months and its back again.

I just hope my food intolerance(food phobia) is back =(.Not only just for slimming down. I've been eating alot LESS, this few days,like just one meal per day and the meal is more of finger food and just few glass of plain water.Yesterday was worse, i totally had no energy at all.

I actually mailed republic and simei ite about intake of students who drop out of poly halfway to transfer school and what they told me is have to wait for 2010 intake.
Just a backup if i really got kicked out.I guess i have to retake at least a subject every semester.

Time flies. In less than 3 years, i'm in NS

My second photoshoot

2009-10-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

Guess never had the chance to post this for months.

Nvm.too much pics to post.photoshoot photos here
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=112101&id=571303258

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=112102&id=571303258

Thats all for today.

2009-10-22T08:17:00.001-07:00

new friends are loved =)

2009-10-11T10:53:00.001-07:00

Not long ago. Read up on stomp which i then know about the things Miss "singapore" did and she get criticized for not just this, but her english standard too.

I mean yea, she stole stuff and did some other things but which person doesn't make mistakes? So being a celebrity you make mistakes make you a bad person? Everybody in this world make mistakes regardless of what same as being fake. So just because she is the miss "singapore" and when she make mistakes, she get huge heat what people like us make mistakes its like sorry and forgiven and stuff.

Secondly, yea, she is representing singapore but come on, Singaporeans the english standard has always been cmi(cannot make it), including me. Even at best, slightly above passable.

Read from some other people twitter and blogs and they said something like, " i might as well ask my mother represent singapore or myself can go also,my english is alot better. Ya so? Don't forget miss singapore is about looks mainly too. so if you have better english than her but have cmi looks which you shown it yourself, won't it be the same?

As in, Ris low has decent looks but cmi english and you have cmi looks but cmi english. Isn't that the same?

2009-09-26T21:59:00.000-07:00

Lah-gah,lah-gah.

SLS starts this week. Photos of photoshop received. Echomusic temporarily stop one month.

c243, (ya,when is the class gathering again)

Love me or hate my its still an obsession.

Ghetto trash..

2009-09-25T07:25:00.000-07:00

No matter how bad a person is, i believe nobody is evil by nature.

so what if i did go back on my word and stuff so many times. Yea,this bad habit came back. Like what you say, people that go back on their words can be trusted. yea, but everyone go back on their words no matter how much or how little. but still, i never deny it was my fault for those incidents like secondary 1,2 but 3,4,5 and starting of poly was definitely better somehow although still some flaws like every has but it came back this few weeks.

Like what you say, faker and stuff. This shows that you can tell that i am a faker which means that i don't hide it. Better than those who hide it better as a faker. Thats why you see some people would say, " Hey, she/he is a lot better than you man,at least they don't fake". Partly true why? Because its those people that hide it better. At least i don't hide my fakeness.

But for today. Before that ,you would've have known that i changed my hand phone.Yea,what a lousy excuse but i did sms you and him when i woke up. Whether you received it. I don't know. That's why when you was angry,which i known from other friend. I never bothered to like turn against you or what like last time.
Another friend told me to message you all better. I told him, what for?since cancel le.
WHY?
Because, i sent another message,not knowing whether you all received yet so this, this was my fault since i don't bother to check whether you received it.

Everyone was pissed but yea,still sorry.
Doesn't mean i say all this so can be friends again or what? I don't need to do that. This is just to tell what happened today.

Doesn't mean not friends means all presents at home are to be thrown away. Still on your birthday,i will deliver it via registered postage.

Yea,i can't be trusted but that's what the world is about ain't it? no one can be trusted fully.
People with a lot flaws like me. Compared to a lot people who are a lot better but still have flaws,there are still a lot more worse than me definitely.

The following post has nothing to do with the above post.

Maybe thats why? A senior told me long ago, everyone is fake when he saw my nick and told me other stuff. Nothing is "lasting". Even for friendship. That's what the counselor told me.. Putting effort to maintain friendship. i do that so as to make sure good friends are still good friends, still talk a lot. Not like different school le,then still sms maybe?but lesser le then in the end from good friends to normal friends then to don't know what.

Whether you see this post anot,i don't know but stil.Sorry.

2009-09-21T00:48:00.001-07:00

Final destination 2 movie

2009-09-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

Quitting echomusic which is a normal level singing school to go for speech level singing. It's different from traditional singing methods and stuff and i guess speech level would be able to help me unlearn those bad habits and forget the incorrect muscle memory in my throat. Affected my singing and even talking for like 7 years?8 years?

Its far more expensive than normal level singing de but its worth it and i dont mind the money and time and effort as long as it can help me.
Its like 150/hour and pay whenever you want to go.
Singapore only has like two of this "SLS" teacher.

I would like to say a BIG thank you to esther and neo for all the teaching and encouragement

我怕来不及我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的直到失去力气
为了你我愿意

动也不能动
也要看着你直到感觉你的发线
有了白雪的痕迹直到视线变得模糊
直到不能呼吸让我们形影不离

如果全部世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的志我总记得在那里

我们好不容易我们身不由已
我怕时间太快不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间白头永不分

Zhi Shao Hai You Ni (Lin Yi Lian)
Wo pa lai bu ji Wo yao bao zhe ni
Zhi dao gan jue ni de zhou wen you le sui yue de hen ji
Zhi dao ken ding ni shi zhen de Zhi dao shi qu li qi
Wei le ni Wo yuan yi

Dong ye bu neng dong Ye yao kan zhe ni
Zhi dao gan jue ni de fa xian You le bai xue de hen ji
Zhi dao shi xian bian de mo hu Zhi dao bu neng hu xi
Rang wo men Xing ying bu li

Ru guo Quan shi jie wo ye ke yi fang qi
Zhi shao hai you ni Zhi deo wo qu zhen xi
Er ni zai zhe li Jiu shi sheng ming de qi ji
Ye xu Quan shi jie wo ye ke yi wang ji
Jiu shi bu yuan yi Shi qu ni de xiao xi
Ni zhang xin de zhi Wo zong ji de zai na li

Wo pa lai bu ji Wo yao bao zhe ni
Zhi dao gan jue ni de fa xian You le bai xue de hen ji
Zhi dao shi xian bian de mo hu Zhi dao bu neng hu xi
Rang wo men Xing ying bu li

Wo men hao bu rong yi Wo men shen bu you ji
Wo pa shi jian tai kuai Bu gou jiang ni kan zi xi
Wo pa shi jian tai man Ri ye dan xin shi qu ni
Hen bu de yi ye zhi jian bai tou Yong bu fen li

At Least I Still Have You (Sandy Lam)
I'm afraid there's not enough time, I want to hold you
Until your wrinkles have traces of the years
Until I'm sure you're real, until I lose my strength
For you, I'm willing

Even if I can't move, I want to look at you
Until your hair has traces of white snow
Until my vision becomes blurred, until I can't breathe
Let us be as inseparable as body and shadow

Supposing I could let go of the whole world
At least I still have you, deserving me to cherish you
And having you here is a miracle of life
Perhaps I could forget the whole world
I'm just not willing to lose your news
The mole in your palm, I always remember it's there

I'm afraid there's not enough time, I want to hold you
Until your hair has traces of white snow
Until my vision becomes blurred, until I can't breathe
Let us be as inseparable as body and shadow

It's not easy for us, our bodies are not free
I'm afraid time is too fast, I can't see you clearly
I'm afraid time is too slow, I worry day and night that I'll lose you
Wishing that we'll grow old in one night, and never be apart

<33333

Fame for bloggers

2009-09-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

Got today's post idea after i got tagged by one fellow sgfriends contestant.

I realized that some bloggers can actually become famous after joining various blog competitions and winning them.

One good example is xiaxue and another one is ice angel. Basically, both got famous after those competitions but in my opinion, i feel that xiaxue whether entered those competitions or not, she would actually STILL be the top blogger because of the way she blog. No one can do the same as her.

But i realized one thing. After the first season of the competition end and new batch of people compete, they would not be even semi-famous because this is not the first time the contest has been set-up so its really unlucky for them.

Also, we have quite some typical bloggers like typicalben and stuff and most of them are just pretty boys.

Yesterday,i got tag by one sgfriend's contestant so i went to take a look at his blog. This is actually what i define a blog especially from a guy. Usually this kind of bloggers are underrated but lack the limelight so they don't get noticed but his blog is enjoyable at least to me.

you all should take a look at his blog too

Link: http://www.youde-to-be.blogspot.com/

And do vote for him too

2009-09-03T10:32:00.000-07:00

Roughly 3/4 for revision for sup paper(back up).

Recently, a lot of things happened this few weeks?. I just keep spending non stop. This is really a serious bad habit. If not,i could have save it or give some to my parents and stuff.

To be honest, what alex told me made sense. Nothing in this world is "lasting" thats why couples do break up, best friends can become normal friends after seldom interaction and contact but i know i always put in effort to maintain friendship. Not as if once in a while sms to ask how you've been or what. Surely just by this, it will be strained. So if this is true,why people even bother to say things such as don't worry, have faith in this friendship and stuff.

The most hurt i've been for friendship was two times, both also one girl one boy. Yea. the second one was seniors from the poly. In fact, one just graduate. Don't be sad to say you are that kind that don't put in effort to maintain or what. Most people don't but no matter how hard i try, its futile.

I can't believe you was so denial when both of you ain't a couple yet and suddenly, both of you are together? It's not my life but hey, you are my good friend and this is just my opinion i guess?

If i dare to say this online on msn or whatever online stuff, i will do the same in real life so i won't have a split personality or being seen as fake.

Had my photoshoot yesterday. It was quite worth it for the money but it was quite tiring and now my body is aching.

oh yea, nokia would be releasing new phones again.

The nokia N900 and x series. Hopefully won't be a wannabe failed flagship phone for nokia since nokia has been going downhill although marketing wise, its still the top phone.

Yea, and i did soft rebonding to my hair.here are some of the pictures.

Wanted to go kbox to work but decided not too cause its abit tiring and stuff. The odd hours.

2009-08-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

Pushing harder but light is right,strong is wrong

Need to do something bout it.. im pretty sure my results for now are at least bottom 5 for the whole cohort for year 1.
And for my course cmaths special test,only i go.Most likely is only i fail cmaths for now thats why or others who failed(which i doubt),dont even bother to go.

Almosr holiday le. Almost one year in year 1 is going to pass like WOW.

Apparently template problems

2009-08-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Before i rant on anything. I would like to say it out loud,finally finish my wds. To think of it, i realized projects they give you quite a long time to finish de. Just that normally,people would slack at the start and rush from mid-end. For those who started early,usually they won't do at one shot,they would do small bit by bit.

Something wrong with my blog template coding. Suddenly got what authentication required.

Finally i'm 18! Legal for almost everything. When i'm 21,im super legal. My friend bought me a hermit crab and a tank as my present.Thanks to all those that wished me. and that's the year where the mayan calender ends at 2012 and coincidentally, scientist did what research and also predicted the world end at this year. There was quite some predictions last time but the year,2012 is so popular this round.

Seriously,somethings can't be explained because they are meant to be that way.I guess its a never ending cycle.

I'm like so sick everyday just like my classmates who are working very hard.*Props* to you all.

Why is there a barrier in my studies,talking and singing? =(. That's pretty sad.

This year was no exception to bad luck on my birthday. I had to went home halfway as i was not feeling well and i missed the chance for project consultation and i lost my cap that day too and was quite pissed.

Those three incident for three years was the conflict at my birthday party in 2007, depression, almost police/court case in 2008(Very MAJOR),this year which i already explained earlier.

I hate projects mainly one reason. Waste of space on the CD.LOL

2009-07-30T20:26:00.000-07:00

Boredom to death. Projects,assignments. But at least i am going to finish them le. By the way, www.testing-ardentash.blogspot.com is roughly how my WDS project gonna look like. Hopefully i can complete it earlier so i can do other stuff and also add more stuff to the website =D.

3 more days to 18th year old. Legal to club =p. Somehow,i just don't like my birthday in recent years. It's getting real annoying.

Also, two weeks no echo le. Lucky i got practice myself singing.Yea, so my next lesson is on 8th august and it's Neo's birthday.AUGUST just rocks =p. The best month of all 12 months.

School been sorta empty recent weeks. Most likely because the final year students are in SIP,YES,at least it won't be so crowded and stuff.

Found something interesting on stomp and wanted to show to you guys.

Those "ah beng" cars!

I'm sure you've seen and heard them populating our singapore streets. Yes, those shiny modified cars with an extremely loud engine. and most of the drivers have blond/brown streaks in their hair. Ok, i'm fine with them prettying up their cars but the crazy noisy engines, i really find that very inconsiderate. Please lah, everyone knows that you just put a hole in the exhaust to make that kind of sound, not as if ur engine super power...

very noisy and bo liow!

Please, for the Lord's sake, or at least for the sake of our precious ear drums, put a ban on people who modify their car silencers. I can appreciate the noise pounded in the nightclubs surrounding Clarke Quay, but this? It isn't even considered a noise. It is a massive deterrent of sleep..

I totally with what the above.

I'm fine with those people making their cars look nicer if their car is exactly same as taxi, the one from toyota but like wtf,doing illegal modifications and making those engine and honk sounds like woah,your car is like so power when it is exactly the same as the taxi -.-.What's the hype over cars?It just a car -.-. No don't go saying hey, people modify their car is their problem but HELLO,that's the wrong way to quarrel. This is my freedom of speech and my opinion so i can voice it out for god sake. Just like some biased fans.When their favourite singers get criticized with CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM FROM FAIR HATERS,they would say,"you think you better you go sing la,if not don't comment."
Like what,not just singers, everyone living on this planet is open to criticism and getting good comments from people. Doesn't meant i have to be better than the person then i can comment about him or her. If that's not the case,then why when i comment good things bout a person,i don't have to be better than him/her? You all just contradict yourself.

I also hate and i mean HATE it when people are like , anti-supporters/haters should get the fuck off like what? Hello,WHEN THERE IS SUPPORTERS,THERE IS BOUND TO BE HATERS.Usually those who get this comments are singers and actors/actress.

Personally,i don't mind haters cause they are supposed to be there no matter what but most importantly,they must be FAIR haters,just like my fans has to be fair and not biased towards me.

I also been viewing whatever blog i can find and i saw some words on their blog, don't like my blog or hate me?Just click on the cross on the right hand top corner. Like hello,"Read what i said above".

Just like punk clothes, they are getting haters too and i wear them and accept those looks and criticsm people gave me.

Also, a question for the readers.

Would you rather choose to respect people of different rank and be fake with people of different authority OR would you rather be REAL and talk the same way to people of all kind of authority and don't restrict what you say? Simply, Respect some kind of people and be abit fake or be real but don't restrict what you say?

2009-07-29T10:11:00.001-07:00

Finally finish my WDS.

Hurt once again for reminiscing.

Alien me

2009-07-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

Nothing to update as usual stuff and the above pic is a alien me

2009-07-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the bad malay language. Today i will be blogging using malay and its more of a direct translate cause i'm just a beginner.Just for some parts.

Hanya satu kenyitan mata, semester 1.1 adalah berhenti sangat segera. Semua guru-guru itu adalah membantu saya untuk lulus perkara-perkara saya.

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

Entah mengapa, tetapi saya adalah berahi lagu ini.

2009-07-04T01:25:00.000-07:00

Trying out some digital camera skill but still not up to standard yet =x

2009-07-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

Changing blogskin real soon. I want the text box to be super big one,not like any typical blog skins around. What i want is something like www.xiaxue.sg.

Got back my term test papers. Didn't few sad about it but there's nothing to be happy about either. I got i guess the lowest for like all the paper for my class and i guess only i failed? Might be bottom of cohort? Maybe i'm not used to the sudden twist of subjects?From English, Maths,Chinese,Science,Humanities,Food and nutrition and the sudden appear of strange subjects like WDS? No way, i'm pretty sure it's because i never put my heart As usual,bought some stuff from clothes shop and will be stopping for sometime because i was supposed to save and instead to spent. Around 2 weeks ago,got my new phone.

Mine's the black color one. My first choice was suppose to be LG because LG been picking up it's game in recent 2 years. And brands like nokia and sony ericsson has gone down hill after its factory shifted to china. LG and samsung is rising up in its rank and its phone build quality is getting more solid. Was suppose to get LG arena but dont' know what changed my mind to get the Nokia N97.
It's already been like 2 months of vocal lesson?Around 8 lesson i suppose. Been showing improvement somehow said my teacher but i don't see any. She also told me that my singing problem is heavily due to my talking problem. I had talking problems since young and i make it a bad habit thus my throat muscles is used to make my voice sounds strange when talking to certain people.Right know,she is helping me to fix my voice! =).Thanks. Talk about my music school quite sometime but never showed you the website. It's www.echomusic.com.sg . I been quite worn out from projects and work, forcing me to sleep at around 3am plus almost everyday but it was my fault too because it was done last minute.

I really need to be more open and more open minded to my good friend in order to change my personality for the better and a happier person. Guess what,i joined IITSC which i don't know why. Cleared my msn contact list few days ago. Noticed that from a 400+ left about 18 people. This shows how much people treasure friendship or put effort to maintain it. Been having evil thoughts but been trying to change my thinking because it would make me feel very horrible.

To end this post, will post some pics of myself.

2009-06-26T00:57:00.000-07:00

The pics i used for my VDT project.i'll upload the experimental photos tomorrow -=D

Prays

2009-06-24T09:31:00.000-07:00

Prays hard for re-taking of o level this year! And to the rest of you too =)
Going to kbox at e-hub to visit some people and also some people wants to return me the money =D. Although it keep dragging for like half a year,at least you all still trying to return me. Not like some, don't want return still go backstab me.LOL.Epic failure la.

Okay,im dead.Im so gonna fail all my termtest and lose 20 percent for two subject final year as i havent start of the project yet. So haters,that is something for you to happy about?

2009-06-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

Shit,havent start on any projects or assignments =x. Doing them now. Alot nonsense stuff this week.got what ALP(Adventure Learning Programme),and what talk this friday.
Have to pay 3rd month fees for vocal lesson le. so fast =(,but its worth it =D. Today was my last lesson with esther teacher and suprisingly, it was my best lesson ever. This saturday,will be getting a guy teacher to coach me and i will be in good hands =).

Still listening to this song by this 17 year old malaysian girl who passed away.

Music is my life/best birthday gift ever.

2009-06-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

I should be be glad that i quit smoking quite some time sorta. Reduce from like everyday to once a while and to half a stick and finally no more. If i did continue, i won't be able to sing anymore because smoking spoils the vocal cords.I started to like singing long time ago but its been recent that i try to make something out of it.

To all haters and backstabbers,great news for ya: Term test result is coming out in like a week time and you should be glad to see my downfall.

Never celebrate my birthday for few years and receive any gifts or wishes from friend. Yea, august 3rd is my birthday and that was the starting point of my depression and where the sadness all starts. It's been on year already.

2009-06-14T05:32:00.001-07:00

Yay. might be singing during tpss teacher's day concert!

2009-06-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today was browsing some pets stuff for some sort of very weird reason. Then came across some videos of scientist doing experiment on puppies and dogs! It was cruelty yet interesting in some way. They actually severe the dog head from the body and pump blood and oxygen to the head and it actually lives off just from the head. Not sure what happen to the dog afterward and i don't want to know.

Second one was severing a dog head and attached it to another dog,which means two dogs one body sharing same body,heart and stuff. I think they actually make the dog share another body because its own body has alot illness so it actually help it in some way.

The next one was chopping off a chicken head and it live without a head for fucking 18 months -.-

One more is about buying dogs. Some places have this thing called dogs mill where dogs are put in cages and fucking forced to breed and left to die afterwards.

Wanted to share the pictures and videos but deleted them as it was too gruesome to watch =( Thus,i encourage people to adopt dogs rather than buy a cute new lil puppy from a pet shop although i like puppy =p.

Biased/Fair supporters/haters

2009-06-11T06:38:00.001-07:00

Since long time ago, competitions were held and during the old times,the winners or even the finalists are the talented one and no shocking/surprising elimination. As time goes by, we are now in the 20th century and those "competition" shows are introduced. Examples are like singapore idol, Anugerah and project superstar. When this modern contests starts,it seems like fans nowadays go for looks when it terms of choice of voting, they will vote for who they liked best,mostly based on looks and some even have friends in it so they vote for them even they are not really "talented". Since then,there is always shocking elimination or people suggesting that votes are rigged just because their favorites are voted out.Well,i will say they are biased supporters or "fans", this goes the same for biased haters. When in comes to likes and dislikes, they will be biased to whoever they support/hate. They will not debate with facts and even go the the extent of personal attack or childish criticism. They should be a fair hater/supporter, this way, they would be able to know what their "idols" are really lacking in or what mistakes they have made. For haters, when someone is talented but they dislike them, everything for them about that contestant will be totally biased,even when they can sing or act,at least passable, they give childish comments such as they can''t sing nor act. Example is blake lewis from American idol. He was the runner up, beaten by jordin sparks which is nothing shocking but to some people,they just commented that blake can''t sing. Those viewers just go for looks or even good voice, even with passable singing abilities which means they can actually sing,they just termed it as unable to sing. That''s the same for wrestling(wwe). Most fans nowadays goes for looks and don''t appreciate real talented people,not forgetting sexist fans against women who play sports. Everyone should be fairly treated and not treated unfairly.

Backstabbed =(

2009-06-07T09:11:00.000-07:00

Just found out i got backstab. Not only your don't want to return me the money,you backstab me to your other friend huh Aaron?.We was suppose to be fine de even after lending you money. Just because you don't want to return me,you turn against me and backstabbed me. Hello? I EVEN only asked you to return the money like days after the deadline u suppose to return me the money. And during that time,i only ask you things about the money so the way you turn against me is not because you can't stand me,is because you simply don't want return =x. Even if i don't ask you to return,i think you won't even bother to contact me.
Let's say is because you really no money to return thats why you got pissed that i keep asking. But hello,when the first time i ask you bout it,you don't even bother to give me an answer,this shows you don't even wannna return me in the first place.

Wee.

2009-06-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

My live stream above =x. By the way,i expanded my vocal range to 2 octave =D .But still, i need to learn how to use my voice and remove voice tension. Today was the best lesson ever =D

2009-06-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Trial and Error two images out with photoshopped and here is the outcome. I give it a 6.5/10 because i have alot of botches on it. =x

The top one is after and bottom one is before. you need to click on the image to see properly.

2009-06-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

Finally Term Break Starts today and it meants more on projects, darn it...Love me or hate me it still an obsession. For all the girls who came to see me and for the men who wants to be me.LOL. You can see the glamorous JD but you can never touch JD.

New song obsession,I'm yours by jason mraz. I have a feeling this year singapore idol's farewell song they will use this,just a feeling.

JD's getting a new pet soon. =D

Hope my classmates do well for their term test. They have a lot potential.

2009-05-31T03:55:00.001-07:00

Darn tired.

happy bdae to..

2009-05-27T18:04:00.000-07:00

Happy bdae to weiliang daddy =p from me and xue er.You are 21 now! =)

Testing out some macro shots

2009-05-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

I should'nt have bought a point and shoot digital camera,i should have got a semi-pro de.Darn. Here are some try outs of the macro's =x

2009-05-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

Blogging during lab =x.LOL. Been well somehow this few days. That day i wasted 28 dollars on a new black contact lens because i accidentally tore it =x.

Suppose to save 100 dollars in the bank last week but dont know what i do. I must keep trying i guess. I wanna buy less and save more. Now i'm hoping much that my colleagues will return me in total $500. Hopefully they are different from the secondary school life people. Once i get the money back,i will put it in the bank. Have to at least save 2k in my bank. If i didn't bought so much stuff for myself and for friends since december till know. I would have save like 2k+. I spent like 1k just on 77th street?wtf.I still remember that time i shop $200 plus and forget to use my member card. Could have earn like 20 points in my card which means i will have 20 dollars value in the member card.Argh,this week have to pay my second month vocal lesson fees What over already over so i should just look forward ahead! =)

School been pretty fine.

I still remember that time i thought ber's working at SIA,in the end it was SAA =p.

Tomorrow's Daddy's(MR yIp) birthday. Wanna take a trip down to kbox to see him.
Had my first music theory that day.

My voice is darn pitchy and i have limited vocal range. I think i have to be exact a 1 octave and my voice is semi-low which means i am inbetween baritone and bass.

Porqoui

2009-05-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

F.U.C.K ya man

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你。

Why is this lyrics happening to me.Maybe just my luck. New SINGLE coming up,its called fuck ya man =p.

Jealousy is so ugly!!

J.Flirt.LOL

Loves

2009-05-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

Won't be going for motorbike rides this few days. I nidda complete my homework and at least start doing my project and revision so i can at least pass with a grade.

The two loves one:(I always know why both of you can't be together =))
(hope you make it to the top 28 =))

Keeping the faith.

Other than my real parents,the two above are the most important people in my life =).It's really hard to find friends like this. Not just good friends/besties but in a different way at least two me. Never failed to worry them because of my negative thinking but i need abit time before all this thinking is gone alright?For other people,i need alot of time before they are close to me but some even after long time,its still the same but its never the same for the four of you =)

The other two:
No pictures yet.They are the Double B's =)

How i wish i never made the four of you so worried.Rather than spending money,i think i should just donate it i guess.

Last year's photoshoot. It was pretty bad as my hair was still short and i don't have much clothes. But i gonna get a better one this year =)

Loves ya all

Auditions with love =D

2009-05-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

Bought a new zippo lighter. Didn't know that i can do tricks with it until my classmate did some basic tricks. I wanna learn it too =D. Sg idol auditions will be on 6.6.2009 which falls on a saturday so most likely i will be canceling my vocal lessons to go audition with dear xue'er <3. I don't have high hopes for it but prays that she made it to at least the piano round,which is the top 28. She's gonna be the new sensation of sg idol cause she is mixed blood XP.

Living my life to the fullest. Woohoo, get away all the negative thoughts. Whether i will get deregistered,i will not know till the end right yea?

Needa get some new coloured monthly contact lens. My current ones,have expired =(.

From today onwards,i have to save $100 per week and put in bank because i been spending too much.

Yea,this is my new zippo lighter. Bought it cause i think the color is different from others?

Showering everyone with loads of love! =)

faith,heart,soul.Where are you? =(

2009-05-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

I gonna have faith heart and soul.After this few weeks of problems. Thanks to both of you for helping me hmm,not sure if its a good thing you did, Mr and Mrs B =p..
Yea,i gonna continue studying and start revise on my work and do projects. Right now,i would only be able to pass cmsk and my apel and all my forte subjects are gone case right now. Maybe i haven't get used to it. If this carries on,i haven't quit i will get de-registered.hmm

You was right,after sometime wont like le. i will feel somebody better.It's always the same ranting. Today was pretty much cold for both of us in some way. For some sort of reason few times today,saw you but purposely ignore you and stuff. Before meeting you first time,i was already damn shy,now this kind of thing happen will like that.

I don't wanna force you or what already =). I understood everything. All this weeks the things i said to hurt both of you in some way which i don't know why. Maybe because i want both of you to hate me too??But don't worry about me, i already have a good way of venting out but please don't ask me how do i vent everything alrite? =). It's nothing much and i be fine after doing that when i am feeling down.

Strength !

Voice Therapy

2009-05-18T06:53:00.000-07:00

*Sad* I nidda undergo voice Therapy =(.

Some people are just too desperate. Give way to the younger ones la.stupid

2009-05-17T22:04:00.001-07:00

Everythings been vent.
Alright le=)

2009-05-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

something just can't be forced and still,nothing will change from our friendship =)

Vocal training was good today.Big improvement but still abit bad,quite bad actually.

I will be back C243 because even if i don't quit,i will still fail the test and auto get deregistered =p so pray hard for me =)

Joining TP divo diva group =)

Xoxo

Random is the beauty.

2009-05-10T04:39:00.000-07:00

Title has nothing to do with the topic today. Will be going through some topics today. Quite debating. Once in a while epic post from my blog.

Love, Money, Studies, Stardom, friendship

Which one would you pick?

Loves comes in and out your life and only true love leaves footprints behind. Love can't be described. God made it this way. It feels good to be loved and never good to undergo a one sided love. It comes in a package so it feels good because you be happy to see your loved ones staying so happy but if they are sad, you'll feel sad too because she/he is part of you already.*Roll Eyes*. Couples always say, I love you forever but it never happens but even it does,its only a small percentage. Imagine the amount of time and money you have to spend on your loved ones,lets say if your girlfriend/boyfriend always want to to pay for them or buy them stuff unless you're like me,always so stupid and silly.Sometimes during the happiest moment of your relationship, a third party comes in and spoils everything but hello, loves comes like that so you can't blame the 3rd party after all. However if the 3rd party is mature enough,she/he knows what to do and wait for another love to comes into their life. For your loved ones, sometimes you are willing to do another for him/her such as commit crimes and stuff but to think of it,she/he is nothing related to you. Imagine one day if you were to quarrel with him/her, it gonna affect your emotions everyday and just to recap,it's gonna last forever.

Money can buy you a lot of stuff and get you some things you never get and can save you from poverty.Imagine the days you have to restrict what you have to buy, troubled over tomorrow and the day after and so on. Your medical bills, school fees, your loved ones. But sometimes for money,you will do anything for it and in the end you get NOTHING. Don't even know what those people are thinking of?Sometimes, friends will even use you for money without you knowing.Money are just papers printed in colors with signs and some words on it just that it is recognized as the term "Money". For this term,i experienced it the most and got the most negative ones.Sometimes just because they are rich, they go gambling, prostituting and even to the extent of bribing people and this caused you to change in person and never the same before. But come on,who doesn't need money? Just a fine line between needing money and WANTS money.

Studies is very important to the society in "recent" years *Roll Eyes*. Guess what, everything has changed, pick up a stone and throw it to anybody and you will hit a poly graduate. It doesn't really matters if you got a certificate now and might as well work in some MLM companies to earn money and sometimes, even earn more than those with better qualifications but hey, with a certificate, some people will respect you more and not looking down on you because they want A-List people to be their friends. But can studies bring you happiness? NO. Being a graduate and living a unhappy life, how does it benefits you. Instead,it ruins your mind everyday and making you more stress up,causing you to fall sick.

Stardom is what most people yearns for and same goes for me(will never happen). Getting those pops/heats from the fans/haters makes it more interesting. Getting so much exposure to the people out there and sometimes, getting your life so fucked up because haters speak as if they know you personally but hey, ever heard of constructive criticism?Getting abit out of point though. You earn big moneys with stardom but some people actually slept their way through to get it. Same goes for this, stardom never bring you happiness. It just about popularity. People are willing to give up anything for stardom. Also as an artist, you can't speak your mind because the reporters can always make a buzz out of it and you be stressed over it. Being so busy everyday and can't do the things you want, work till die is it?

Everybody has friends and they never fail to lit up each others life everyday but sometimes, it never goes your way as you tends to quarrel with your friends at times and sometimes, even get back stab by them . What make it worker is that this people never treat you as a real friend from the start? However,if you met some good ones,you be real happy. You can make bonds with anybody and become good friends but hello, people move on with life and soon, you won't contact as much and from good friends become friends and soon,become friends that are like strangers but if one really treasure friendship seriously, he or she will move on with life and still remain good friends with each other by putting effort to maintain the friendship. This is what i called true friends. I have always put effort to maintain all my friendship regardless with just friends,good friends or best friends but the other party fails to do so and i'm left with handful of good friends.

So after all this, which one would you pick?

-I rather have nothing

2009-05-06T10:04:00.001-07:00

Found this two videos in my hp.LOl.its two songs i sang in kbox during December when i can barely sing so hope you all don't mind

See ya all soon =)
Loves loads

2009-05-05T04:49:00.000-07:00

One party to maintain friendship? Only contact when need help?

Today my class was talking bout this classmate that smokes. It was sorta funny and somehow reminded me about me started about 2 months ago. But never touch it for weeks already.

Whether its the end of me or not. I hope i will not quit schooling after 3 months like what she told me.

-Promised him and her(the two person on my banner) not to smoke, drink and stuff but still, i broke the promise and did they even cared? They did =). Drank again few days ago,thought it would end all my pain but the next day i woke up,everything back to the same ground.

The person's birthday is coming in like 23 days. Make another really close and good friend that seems exactly a same person. At first,i thought that new friend was a substitute but after days of thinking, i realized that i think too much. It's just that i made another TRUE friend and it's hard to come by because of the friends i made every year and hardly every year i kept in contact with them, was it the other way round?

After getting my leather jacket,i will be almost done with my leather package.

channel u most kissable guy helper just mailed me and i get a free sample of their product for participating.

I lack confidence,even my vocal instructor felt that i was shy. I could reach the F sharp note after some struggling,it just that i didn't put much effort on it. Now she is helping me to add bass to my voice,expand my vocal range and soon, falsetto coming in. The last stage of the course,i get to record my demo in a studio if i remembered.

Writing some songs now and after i can officially sing which i doubt i can even with training, i going to step in the studio and release the few songs to friends that i composed to. You know who you are.

The first official competition i had participated was www.italentstar.com, others was just online or stuff. It was held at MOS. My fellow contestants was stunned because i gave a not so bad speech to the crowd.I remembered my speech was" Whats sup guys,my name is JD and i'm 17 this year. I am your asian sensation and so,please go to italentstar website and vote,sgm05,that got me some pops from the crowd.I was shivering all over though. This was the picture we took after the show.

I really look different last time.

Made a picture for my good friends few days ago,here it is.:

I'm losing faith,heart and soul.

Signing off.
Love ya all loads,
JD

2009-05-01T22:37:00.001-07:00

Today my first lesson for vocal training and i can't wait for it to let the instructor hear my horrible voice.

First 4 months is foundation(Stage 1),next 4 month is singing with feel(Stage 2) and the last stage i get to sing my own demo in a studio(Last stage). All this process takes up to one year. Hopefully by then,xue 'er can help me get one contract from her music company?

Mum suggested me getting individual lessons rather than groups lesson so that the teacher can focus more on me and the money won't be wasted. hmmm

2nd week of poly comes to an end and yerp, still the same old me,shy and quiet but my classmates probe me to talk so that day,i talk alot but to me,it comes off as fake as unnatural in a way that i can't describe because its like my real nature is shy and quiet and its been like that for more than 10 year and suddenly want me to talk alot.. I just have to take a step at a time, but i will just keep trying =)

2009-05-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

Minor yet deadly?

Last moment of life?

Love?

Friendship??

Trust????

MOney???

Why?

I hate it all! ALL OF YOU..

Lied to me

Hurt me!

What shall be my english name///?

2009-04-30T09:53:00.001-07:00

2009-04-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hang on Sylvester!!

you gonna finish and make it! =)

Talked more today in school but it comes of as unnatural =x

but i hanged out with the guys too =)

Waiting for my laptop to arrive. didn't intend to buy one but mum psycho my dad to get it.LOL. That what he gets for bullying her =p.

Punk stuff at bugis alice88th is having 40% off now. omg,the last time i went there,it was like 30%,i wanna get new clothes and pants because the current clothes and pants i had was like sub-par quality, things comes off the pants easily too and its hard to wear the shirt on and the outer shirt its like so over,gonna get one simple yet punkish look =)

Dying my hair on friday =) and first time dye-ing at a salon because the previous two attempts was done by myself

By the way,did another photoshop on somebody. =x

first one is after and bottom on is before photoshop. Basically what i've done to her horrible(sorry rihanna), was adding eye lashes for her,lipstick,makeup,colouring her hair,making her hand smaller. Just something simple but abit dissapointing =(.You can click on the images to see clearly too =)

2009-04-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

To MR ADP =p

Don't really know how to tell you all though,sorry =( but i try to explain as much as possible

-I did hang with you all,just that its very seldom and most of the time its with the girls,maybe it's just different amount of times i'm with you all and the girls. Plus our class alot knows we are like anti social with the girls so i take a step forward and hang out with them =)

-In my whole secondary school life,i have alot guys "friends" but pretty much almost all pretend to act close, all pretend only. Just used me for money =) Maybe i was stupid, but yea,the amount i spend on them was like more than 2k as in helping them.It's like, am i too silly or innocent or being too nice? It's like,borrowing money no need return, money as birthday present?$500 bucks?I just want to let people know that, having money does not makes me happy I'm really scared right now but yeap,i keep trying. =)But there still a few GOOD/Best friends in secondary school life and still going on

True friends make me happy =D

Updated at 10pm

S-Y-L-V-E-S-T-E-R! =D *Meow*

New friends in poly is loved =) <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 LOL

*Jealousy is so ugly*

By the way readers, i'm in a music school now,hopefully, a contract soon =)

L.O.V.E.S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God,im so over-hype now =)

2009-04-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

2009-04-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

In love?
-God no please =(

This ain't shit

Texting that person almost everyday,god.

Overwork my leg muscles yesterday, having fever and can't move my leg much, sorry for not able to turn up today, i'm just freaking unwell and tired which was my fault,sorry.what do to? Yesterday was my application for the music school, my music career. Can it help me forget my pain? NO!Fame? Attention? Limelight? I don't feel happier with it!

Met few GOOD friends although its only like a week or more but old friends, still part of my memories =)

http://www.imeem.com/tiinqtiinqqx/music/azmLRJ-y/lovynn-kan-zui-hou-yi-ci/

Currently listening to this sad and love song.

Here the lyrics:
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 (我永远爱你)

心走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

This song was sang by a 17 year-old Malaysian girl who wrote this for her boyfriend. It is said she sang this before she commit suicide or died because of cancer but whether which is true,this girl is gone.

http://www.imeem.com/people/UL8wrb/music/r_6mY5ZO/jds-covermp3/

a song i sang yesterday for a friend whose birthday past by like last week,hmm..

It's not even singing though.Glad you all appreciate it though =)

currently

2009-04-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

Been doing fine and finally, got over things. Sprained my wrist few days ago and it was the part where my hand was operated on =( , pain pain,booo!. Have alot to update but forgot almost everything.

Only remembered i bought some clothes for my poly life.

Speaking of poly,the friends there is really different, the seh also different =x. Made some friends here and there,still talk very less as usual,shy quiet.

Yerp, the camp ended like last week. It was fun and tiring at the same time and guess what,i lost my bag on the last day. Supposed to go off at 1pm but drag till around 8 pm plus. What happened was i told my group leader that i have to go off after mass dance so i brought my bag along, i left it in the sports hall together with some people from business group. After the performance of the mass dance, my bag is gone and some OL offered help so they ask me go to the bedok reservoir first =p. After everything was done,went back to school and realized that they couldn't find it. We then went to sports hall to find it but couldn't find it so went back to LT. Started crying and some other people offered help to find with me and so we went back the the sports hall and thanks to one very smart guy and self proclaimed "cute" guy ask the security officer(i think so) whether he got see any black bagpack and yea, he did have it,some body return it and i guess this is also why the OL they has been finding it couldn't find it. Yerp, everything was intact except for the money =). And that lady and guy helped me again, lend me money to take cab home =D

Guess what, we became good friends =) I have faith in it.

Started to mingle with the girls and the boys asked me why i never follow them during breaks. =x. Wanted to start a topic regarding this but let's just leave this as it is for now.

I realised that i have learn some stuff from this course myself last few years so it would actually put my in advantage so maybe i shan't give up =). I must get into university.

Next, my singing class will be starting very very soon =)

My condition been getting a whole lot worsen. Been feeling weak this few days and wanting to faint. Poly timetable is also quite messy and not fixed. The timing, breaks and start and end of lesson is quite messy as well. Everything is so big in chunks.

Photoshop picture of the day!

On top is after edit
Below is before edit

Love ya all, ciaos

2009-04-20T08:39:00.000-07:00

First day, above medicore (hmm)

Pretty much that this course is a IT+Design course together and everything is related to what i know. What i meant was that i already learnt all this by myself through trial and error since secondary 1. Stuff like HTML/CSS, editing pictures through photoshop and stuff but what i learnt is something quite basic so i need to expand my knowledge further. =)

Poly need to have alot printer ink too =)

i'm bored here so show ya some before and after pictures i edited like a year ago

1st one is before,2nd one is after =)

back =)

2009-04-19T07:32:00.000-07:00

Back from the camp =). Condition been gettin worse and worse =). Wanting to faint almost everyday . Make some friends here and there =).

And lost my cute lil bag during the last day but thanks to some people that i found it.

Especially to Berlinda

see the gap =p

Followed by ben.

Thanks for helping my find my cute bag,i hugged it while eating =)..Never gonna lose it again.

no more Cigarettes =)

just 1 and half more month left till JUNE =(
My worst nightmare =).

*Jealousy is so ugly*

2009-04-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

I thought about it.It was all my fault like duh!. Best friends does not need to miss each other everyday or text each other everyday.Why escape from reality?It makes me felt worse.Why don't look on the positive side.! Hell yeah, Love is better than fucking hatred .

Still,liang and xue'er love ya =).Making myself love both of ya is better man!. Need to maintain this. I will not forget K8 incident, everything you said to me to make me wake up and feel better.

2009-04-06T04:08:00.001-07:00

Saw the commercial just now. Most likely i be joining it =)

Chill out =0

2009-04-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

Love
Trust
Friendship
Enemies

Money??

Lead to

DEATH.

Though i have overcome the 5 words above =).

Screw it.

Suckers

PunkerZ Ass.Screw ya up. Topsy Turvy.LovE songS reminisCe.Last sec of life moment??WHY????Hate it

Bruises all over.Reality is ugly bUt accepteD them.? a wh0|e neW gamE?I'mmma on for it.the Faith Burns all it doWn?Strangers still?Why?high on druGss. No waAy.. immA kick youR asS.LosEr. Total DisatErz.Superficial is harMful but why?RemniscE??Years of LiFE?.WhY.

F.U.C.K

Hope it wOrks out right. HopE boTh of you and the oTheRs underStanD it oNe dAy

2009-03-31T14:23:00.000-07:00

I though this was funny.LOL

Friendship...

2009-03-30T03:33:00.000-07:00

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=1932003&highlight=sunshine

Because of this,it put our friendship at stake. Seriously, putting almost ten years of friendship on the line because of MLM. i don't want to say much about MLM, the link above shows everything. It's really hard for me to maintain friendship with good or even best friends if the other party don't put in the effort! Unlike others, anybody can easily become my friend but i will not easily treat one as best friends such has having a lot of best friends and becoming one easily after some talking and stuff. Fake friendship, it's just so fake to me. The only ray of hope for me which i am able to see is this few months the new best friends i met and the top fews. At least they did something to maintain it better than nothing. Second on the list or shall i say tied between is my clique,i guess you all know who you are. I am in a dilemma right now.

A couple months ago I sat seemingly paralyzed on my couch at home in space that once felt so peaceful and warm. My smile was drained from my face and my body flowed with cooled blood... only warmed by the unexplainable tears that rolled down my face. Numbed past the point of fighting... "My stillness will move me"... were the only words I was able to conjure in a moment so distant from all that once felt so good.Even though I am a total workaholic, my personal life always comes first. The result of how you are living inadvertently always effects what you do. The result of how I have been living, with my history of codependency, had completely sucked me dry. This depth of water that I slowly sank into was effecting what I do so much so, that my precious drive and passion floated high above my head and the weight of history hanging from my feet was so heavy, it kept them out of reach.I was drowning in water that appeared to be the surroundings of what life had done to me and my will to reach this place high above it. Land I will deserve once I get there. I have had it in my head for years that once I achieve the difference and purpose I feel is so necessary out of my life, then I can really enjoy it, but until then I will wade as hard as I can.As I started to examine some of these thoughts and statements that repeat like a broken record in my head, I could feel the strength of their damage cutting me. Drenched to a salt water scar, seen through keloid eyes, that felt like life. I don't deserve to be happy now? I don't deserve someone who treats me well because Im strong enough to help them through all they need? I will love something completely self absorbed enough and cant truly love me back because Im not worth it anyways?Once the burden on my own weights jerked my attention awake, I first and foremost knew that change needed my full awareness on this cognitive process and anything that was part of the problem in my immediate life, needed to cease. Goodbye.So what are we always hiding from with personal perception and separation from each other and truth. I decided to focus on the broken record created by history, turned with fingers for the future. I allowed this "thought" of who I am, what has happened, what I do/done or what I want to be completely unattached to the me that just is.

I spent the next couple weeks divulged in this idea of being aware of everything going on inside my head. Listening to every thought that passed judgment on life in general and watching the separation it inherently causes between people. I found that through this quiet there were two distinct voices in my head. The first one being all the thought process that thinks and interperpates every person, situation, feeling and myself based on my life's experiences. The second one being the awareness behind all the judgment. The awareness that sits very collective in the reality that just is.n my little experiment I found that as I made myself extremely aware of my thoughts turned reactions, they were undeniably conditioned by the past and driven by the future, in turn falling into the identify that begs to ask "who are you". The "who are you" that is separation and judgement caused by an ego completely unidentified to the true awareness of who we are.

As the shore rises to kiss my toes, I brush my hands over the top of its glistening white diamond like tide. The sea water twirls around my fingers as we dance through the surge and my feet push through the ever shifting sand. As they are submerged in weightless water, they play in oxygen that breathes without thought and I have such ease with what I feel... Land never truly escaped from under me. I just simply chose to hover over my ocean floor beginning, suspended in emotional weight from the bottom and want for the top.When all we really have to do is awaken to the beauty of presence that can be every moment. All hardships and past experiences can be accepted because the reality is they are if they are there, its just us that feel its necessary to give them time or label them to who we are. Stress and worry can be eliminated because they are for tomorrow and take you away from accepting this moment your in and giving it the quality of your presence. The reality is we can change our position into living right now and not anywhere that land wont welcome the grace of attention our feet choose to give the footprints we make... as we make them.We by nature make it so much harder on ourselves, so I am curious... if you took just a couple days off from the noise to be still and view your own thoughts, what do you think you would hear?

Nothing is gone but the moment I see is blinding.
My thoughts had moved on but the moment I knew was binding.
With stillness in time, the rush in a moment wont find me.
As I free my mind, loose thought and time...
My stillness will move me.

2009-03-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

http://behold-the-persuasion.nutang.com/

My new blog hoster.Testin it out fer now

Guys,there is no www. in the link. =)

2009-03-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

15 pics of the zoo trip that day. More to come some other days and even videos! =D

2009-03-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

Don't know but just feel like typing this.
Amirah,amirah,we will keep our school flag flying,up high!!!!!!!!!!!1

LOL

2009-03-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

Above two pictures are before/after photoshop. The art of photoshop =D

Been so stressed up lately but it had been fun.

Love ya peeps.
nothing much yo updatre

2009-03-11T11:55:00.000-07:00

Yeap.Just woke up for no reason. Just can't get to sleep. Don't know what im troubled over??It caused me to either sleep non stop or don't sleep at all.

我想有個家曲：潘美辰詞：潘美辰編：
我想要有個家一個不需要華麗的地方在我疲倦的時候我毽Q到它
我想要有個家一個不需要多大的地方在我受驚嚇的時候我才不榆`怕
誰不毽Q要家可是就有人沒有它臉上流著眼畦u能自己輕輕擦
我好羨慕他受傷後可以回家而我只能孤單的孤單的尋找我的家
雖然我不曾有溫暖的家但是我一樣漸漸的長大
只要心中充滿愛就歲Q關懷無法埋怨誰一切只能靠自己
雖然你有家什麼也不缺為何看不見你露出笑臉
永遠都說沒有愛整天不回家相同的年紀不同的心靈讓我擁有一個家

It's called 我想有個家. Another new song i fall in love with recently =)

*Punkerz* yo man rawk ya d0wn.scReW yA haTerZ.
lurV meaNz HurtZ
Money MeanS nuttiNg.
GuuD frEnz mEanT foReverz

yoz.dancinG tO thE floW yo wh0rEz

shaKe somE bootY yo H0-Esss
i'M de@d damNNN b-oREdDDD.

BrinG it oN bitChes!!!

stoP maNiupuLatiNg me yoz peeps. TryiNg to ruIn three of us frienDship When Yo doesn'T eveN kn0w Burth of them ??

fuckEd up
ScreWed up life
StreSsEd up
Probabmatic

imaGes appearIng iN my th0ugh-tSs.

keeP on Rawkin'

2009-03-08T15:49:00.000-07:00

Been finding some free time so that i am able to go out with my friends.Soon to be social worker! Yipee!!!!!

Sing sing sing

train train train

One of my favourite dance music and i am going to bust out few moves for it.LOL

2009-03-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

The more you care for a person,the more you scared of losing him/her. This is how i feel for both of you but it gonna be alright okay?

I know my vocals ain't developed yet and not even passable yet so now im trying to find ways to expand my vocal range so i would be able to sing more high/low notes but right now, i have limited range, nothing special about my voice but just good luck for the audition. Worldwide man.LOL

Didn't sleep yesterday because was thinking of both of you so designed this new blog skin in midnight =x. Don't scold me =p

MONEY ISN'T EVERYTHING>!!!!

Got cheated by my teacher. The SGC cert is not ready yet. Darn it, it wasted my time and i was intending to show to my mummy and daddy.

2009-03-05T10:23:00.000-08:00

Saya mesti belajar apabila untuk membantu orang dan apabila supaya tidak membantu orang lain kerana saya tidak boleh berfikir tentang orang lain sepanjang masa. Siapa pergi untuk membantuku apabila saya adalah miskin?

I must learn when to help people and when not to help others because i cannot think about others all the time. Whose going to help me when i am poor?

Wei liang dan Xue'er, saya cinta anda selama-lamanya =)

Wei liang and Xue'er, i love you forever =)

Two of the most important in my life other than my real parents and i meant it =).
My life won't be completed without both of you.

Both of you change me alot like i changed you =). We three turned for the better. sorry for throwing tantrums to both of you. I just wanted to know both of you better and vice versa. God gave me this chance to met both of you so i gonna cherish it because its something important to me in my life.

That day at k8,it woke me up. Sorry dad for whatever i have done this few weeks. Although i only know both of you for like two months,we actually became best friends and even my godparents,godchild. Like what daddy said,best friend cum best family.LOLX. Don't worry about my job, i'll do something about it. Hope everything goes right man. All the promises i made,i never ever break them,not now, not later because its a pact i made to both of you. The day we were together was 24/1/2009 if i remembered correctly. How can i forget the date.

Sorry daddy,i will be your obedient child that always your problem-solver and not giving you more trouble.Daddy,i really like the baby looney tunes pictures i pasted on our family diary. It's like damn freaking cute. Erm,not as cute as me and mum but more cute than you for sure. OMG. Fine,don't bully you already.

Both of you, love ya loads loads and always your cute and obedient ,innocent baby lil sly cum tweety.

Actually got a taiwanese dad and a eurasion mum. OMG. What am i then?

A Harry potter. not like someone, a HAIRY POTTER.LOL

Everytime i go pub/clubbing, i'm always tempted to drink but i remembered the promised i made to both of you so yea,i just drink the green tea mixer.

I never deleted all the text messages both of you send me because it's very precious to me. Every time i read them, it never fail to make me smile because both of you are so sweet towards me and always sayang me.

Daddy,buy this toys for me as my birthday present..It's damn cute omg omg. I was just joking.lol

2009-02-26T09:33:00.000-08:00

Finally, another HAPPY chapter of my life ended. That was in kbox. Times flies, two months le and did not expect me to be the first one to quit when i was the one who did not want too the most.

I regret joining kbox not because i not good. It's because i met alot of good and even some new best friends although just met them for like 2 months 20 days.

Somebody told me this and i was thinking about it the whole night. Yeap,everyone has to move on with life. Example, after secondary school life,you may not remain contact with your sec school besties or meet up as often but if two person does really treasure the friendship,they will still be close and best friends after few years without contact and i hope this will be the same for me and some buddies there.

Name shall not be revealed.

Not real parents but at least they are my real godparents. That's for sure. They are not meant to be but they still love and care alot for me. Trying hard not to tear =).WHY?

To my shifu, sorry that i am not able to fulfill your wish and that is for me to become server 1. I remember exactly what happen everyday in my kbox life.

Dad,mum, K8 really changed me alot and i meant it. Although still sad at times but overally, i'm more happier. i don't know what is going to happen when both of you quit but it puts our friendship to a test and i know it will turn out to be good. Soon, you get to see your daughter in law.LOL..

Yeap, got a few names at kbox and found one quite suitable.lol
Ashley/Ash yip Jiade. Dad's a Taiwanese and mum a mixed blood and what am i? A harry potter unlike my dad, Hairy potter.

been practising hard for auditions though. I record my own voice and listen, it's not even passable at all. LOl. Zhu wo fang gong qi dian.LOL

Did some photoshopping weeks ago and here are some and even a own designed kbox downtown logo

My new hip-hop outfit. Soon,i show ya my punk outfit. =)

Faith to fight the good fight,heart to belive and soul to search within

Belief is a truth held in the mind; faith is a fire in the heart.

Dreams are journeys that take one far from familiar shores, strengthening the heart, empowering the soul!"

2009-02-20T05:48:00.000-08:00

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2009-02-02T09:38:00.002-08:00

2009-01-21T08:08:00.000-08:00

Why did i choose this job?Why?now i cant bear to leave them till they are leaving too.

Although i am applicable for poly,i don't feel like going on further with my studies =(.

2009-01-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

Super high at night yesterday. Another day of slacking outside home.. I promise i'll be strong. i will share my problems with you. Thanks for the people concerning for me.

Made a funny name list that day with the people

Jiade(Harry Potter)
Lipin(Tiger)
Kenneth(Cannon Ball+Lanjiao ball)
Aaron (Yan Ya lun)
Shawn( Father Helicopter)
Zhu jing(Xiao Zhu)
Jin fang-Bo'er
Samantha-Samsam
Captain Stanley(Captain intercom re...cept...)
Weiliang(Tiko liangteh)
ann lee(Ashley/shifu)
Novi(Novike mama)
Ronald(Cristiano Ronaldo)
Ah seng-Seng Seng

*Jealousy is so ugly*(Does hand sign)

2009-01-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

Poly or continue to work?

*sad*

2009-01-13T07:13:00.000-08:00

Btw.congratz to mr kenny tan for winning the teacher you are hot competition. you deserved it for what you have done =). gonna visit you some time again when i'm free.

Went to doctor that day. Shall i remove my sixth finger? The doctor says that its a useless thumb.

Someone,please tell mEEEEEEEEEE

2008-12-05T22:03:00.000-08:00

Food problems still not cured. no medicine can cure it. the only medicine is myself and i'm going to suffer from anorexia soon and because of this, i am pretty sure i will get fired soon because i'm working in a F a B company.

hm

2008-11-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

Basically,those are the pictures that are not corrupted or corrupted but i managed to saved some of them and thanks to hafiz, i got more pictures =)

Anyone need photoshop done for their graduation night pictures? Send me =x. I have nothing better to do i guess =p.

Also,i be setting up an accessories blogshop and its going to officially start soon after the layout is done and after i garnered funds from my partners,it will be 4 people so i guess each person won't have to fork out much for supplies. already found one.

This year was really a bad year for me. Hope this bad luck streak will end =D.

Before i end,just did one photo for my friend. Wasn't my best one but hope you all like it =D

2008-11-19T08:12:00.000-08:00

somoething happened to my memory card and 3/4 of the graduation night pictures are gonE!!!!=(

I managed to use some recovery programs to fix corrupted images and only managed to save some of them and the rest is gone forever.